flash back.....

When i was young,i always talked and asked to my self..when will i falling in love with someone, with whom and who is he....the time flow day by day..year by year...until i was in senior high school...it made me wonder  that someone who i knew came to me and told that he loved me for so long....yupz..that’s just happend..without any consideration..i make a litlle relationship with him...without knowing what should i do, and what i expect to the future.....but, for human being..it’s natural if we care for someone who love us...so do i...i also didn’t know,what make i interested in him,,,the far i know that...i have made a decision that i ‘m his girlfriend and don’t care about the other one,,, that’s all....It happend along until five years....we broke...coz there’s many things that made us not macth each other...and also..the long distance relatioship make the reason is perfect to combine....in five years...i seldom talked with the others..friends,classmate..i far away from them all....sometimes i feel hate for myself..why i always trap for this trick....am i so innocent girl?everytime my day running without a piece peace in my face....i’m not litlle stupid..but more than the most teriblle word....i’m not a mad...but my brain always seems out of my mind....until i graduated from the college...i came out from what i used to be.....in here..i met someone else....i met someone that of course i know before....as far as i know he is my senior when i was in school.....but, honestly..he is the one who i know most before....believe or not...i never realized that he is.anyway,i don’t know, what i should called you for  my life....sometimes, i feel that you are a hero..but in other side..you are the biggest enemy...why?i don’t know why...coz, nothing i know...you are both of hero and its enemy also.....and i hate you as much as i love you....who is he, that’s the one who i want to tell here.......

When it begin...just like a wind...blowing me up to the sky..feels like a bird that flying in the sky..so free...so simple...so cold...i forget when it happend..but..a piece of my heart still feel that feeling....altough there’s many doubt when i see you in a real life.....i never talked to him before, so did he...never met each other..and why it must him that came to me....is it true?that someone is him?i don’t know...i don’t have any idea at the time...but when he came i feel different, like i was in other world...my life, my style, my costumed...everything change for what i used to be before....and...the time comes..when i met him for first time after so long time.....

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